Ok  lets see if i can catch up

11th : cant remeber   12th.........13th......14 Bought the new Sims 2 game. Played the hell out of it........


17th worked at the Usher concert as a server in a restaurant. Extremely unorganized. Didnt make much money because we didnt have much of a rush.

25th worked the roy jones fight. still extremely unorganized, made a lil over 100 bucks butgave it all to the city when i found out my car had been towed!!!! all because the fed ex forum hasnt provided sufficient parking for their employees.


........................and cut to today

Got a call from Trustmark bank to day about a teller position I applied for online. I love being a teller so I pray that I get this job. Im tired of bussin my ass waiting tables.  Not enough hours and customers don't appreciate how hard u work. I like knowin in advance how much ill be bringing home a month.


Well thats about it.

 Is C.S.I. not the best show ever created?! The marathon is on Spike TV and I have lost so much sleep trying to watch every minute of it until the paid programming shows come on. I'm addicted. Maybe because I had actually wanted to go into that line of work with a degree in forensic pathology. But.................I live bicariously through the T.V. (is that possible).


How long must I wait for Mr. Right? Did I miss him already? I hope it wasn't that guy that tried to holla last week. That nigga had a platinum grill worth more than his car and it seemed his vocabulary didnt stretch more than 10 words. What am I doing wrong?? Maybe its just not time yet....................yeah thats it. I'll just calm my hot ass down and wait for him to come along..............................................damn it seems like I've been waitin for a long ass time. LOL


What happened to the creativity in the music industry?? I was watchin BET's 106 and Park (rare moment I know), and everyone looked like Ashanti, Nelly or B2K. Nobody does their own thing anymore. They all look and sound the same. Though I was happy to see L.L. at the top of the countdown. Not too many rappers can say they've been in the game for 20 years and still sellin albums. L.L. is a smart man. Lets see 50 cent and Jay-Z pull that.


Ok. I have nothing interesting to talk about. So Ill end it here. Tata

Boy oh Boy. Well things have been going well at the Forum. But I ready to start making money. Im living way above my means here. And guess what...I'm still job hunting. I gotta find a job that pays well. Im tired of scrapping the bottom of my purse looking for money to pay my bills. Shyt is getting crucial. Like I'm working for nothing. But I've seen worse so i am grateful that I am still able to pay them.

Hot Damn!!! Ya girl finally got her air workin in her car. Here I am driving around all summer long with no air and all I needed was some damn refrigerate. Well................................Air conditioning in your car is truely a luxury. No longer will I get all dolled up only to get sweaty and funky by the time I've reached my destination. Im am sooooooooooooo happy. 

And to top it all off. My girl and I gonna drive down to Tunica, Ms. to go the the buffet at Fitzgerald Casino later on. "For what?" you ask?  CRABLEGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are going to tear that buffet apart. Unfortunately my third part won't be able to attend. But thats cool.

Im Bored and I'm horny. So i been listening to Nasty Grind by Adina Howard and playin with Photoshop again. Bless my soul. Not much went on today. Took some more pics. I havent taken any since Dec. They came out pretty nice. I had a case of the cheap tips today. God why do people go to these overpriced restaurants when they can barely afford to eat there let alone tip?!?!? Gets on my damn nerves. Should've taken their broke asses to Mcdonald's while I waited on someone with money to spare. My car needs maintenance badly. Its sad that when I had money I wasnt taking good care of my car. and now that I'm broke shyt is fuckin up. I have an antifreeze leak. My breaks are rubbing. Im overdue for a tune up. My tires need rotating and balancing. And my air doesnt work. Yes yah girl has been driving around in hot ass memphis all summer long with no air. I dont know how I did it. But I'm glad as hell that fall is around the corner. Lemme borrow 5000 dollars. I'm good for it!!!

Well. It's Monday. Raining. Don't you love it. Well I finally called my boss and told him I was quitting (As if he didnt already figure that one out). I got his voicemail as I always do. So i wished him luck with the club.

Had one more night of training at the fedex forum. waste of my time.

Then Vee (Vengeance for u dimesolnly folk) decided he would play 80's music trivia with me. I lost because he kept playin shyt by duran duran. No fair you ass. I didnt listen to rock as I grew up. I only listened to RnB, rap, and pop. But it was fun anyway.

I been inspired to try my skills at photoshop.  Yall better watch. Im gonna make the baddest stick people on the net.



That is all.

Well I knew It was gonna come to this. I had 3 jobs and soon I was bound to let one go. Though the one I chose is not the one you'd expect. Yes ladies and gentleman, I let the Plush Club go. It just wasn't worth it. Its a great place to hang but not to work. And I need money now, I cant sit around and wait for them to promote the restaurant. So I'll just be doing Rafferty's and the FEDEX forum. I am kinda sad because I had such high expectations.....but what can you do. I hope all my other associates I met there have more success than I did.


Change my selection to the N.E.R.D.S. Hope you like. Pharell is so fuckin fine. Chad is absolutely gorgeous, oh, and I like the song too...lol. Didnt do much this weekend. Just workin out and hanging out with friends. Ill probably end up at Melange tomorrow night. Thats my new spot on sunday nights.


You know I really think it sucks how relationships change. First you're in love, next minute you're out. First you're the best of friends, next you hardly ever talk anymore. Kinda sucks. But what makes us so wishy washy. Is it a lack of maintenance of the relationship? Are all of our emotions destined to just change with the wind? I think about this everytime I heard from a friend I havent talked to in ages, or hear about a marriage going sour. The whole idea makes me weary of the people whom I let into my life. Afraid my feelings will be hurt. I began doubting myself. Thinking maybe it's something I did. But you can't live a fulfilled life being afraid to live (makes sense). Different people are brought into your life for a reason. They serve their purpose, sometimes they stick around or sometimes their gone(just like that). So you learn a lesson from each and continue living your life until your purpose has been served. Life is somethin else aint it?

   I think I have literally played the hell and the heaven out of that Jill scott song. So I had to flip it with some Angie Stone. But don't get it twisted, Golden is still my theme song.

Well I didnt get to do a damn thang last night. But that was fine. But fortunately I wasn't the only one in the world wide web with nothing to do on a thursday night. Bigups to Touch for getting his clothing line in his first store. I'm proud of you and Ju. SO when y'all open up your first office, I wanna be the DD secretary!!!!!

   I saw some updated pics of my girl Ecko's baby. That little girl is sooooooooo adorable. Almost makes me wanna go out and get my own.......................almost.


   Think I'm about to order some chinese food and go over my Boy Justin's house to play playstation. I'll update some more later.

I'm off from all my jobs. So excited. To be able to do nothing all day long is a priviledge so few of us enjoy. Been updating my blog. Trying to find all the free shyt I can and pu it on here. I may even take a few pics to put up as well. As soon as I can find somewhere to link them from. Maybe I'll wear my new DazlaDesigns shirt I bought from Touch. I'm sure he'll be happy to find somewhere for me to link my pics. DazlaDesigns Anywho. I think I'm gonna get out tonight. Dunno what I'm gonna do. But I'm gonna get out. Prolly end up at a club drinking. Maybe I can fiind a good reggae spot. 


I sorta became a recluse a few months back and now I hate I did. People I used to talk to on a regular basis now rarely contact me. I remeber when I couldnt stop my phone from ringing. Now I'm checking it every 5 minutes to make sure its still turned on.

Oh well I'm off to find something to do.

So I got a call from Lisa (my boss at the club). She tells me they are having a private party tonight but she didnt find out until the last minute and she needs me to come in. So I do. Things were hectic as usual. My tips add up to thirty bucks(which isnt bad considering the number of people I actually served). I tip out the bar, the bussboy, and I hand another server 5 bucks because she actually lost some of her cash in the process and was gonna walk out with nothing (I mentioned earlier I was in a giving mood) so I walk out with 15 bucks. What a night. But I did get to hear some good music. It was a listening party for a local artist whose name I can't remember. Terry something. But guess what song they were playing at the beginning of my shift???? Of course it was "Golden". Thus I had a MARVELOUS evening. Even ran into a few friends of mine.

I should be sleeping. I got a long day ahead tomorrow. Night.